Just to put it out there, I just landed in Salt Lake City, and I will arrive in Memphis at 11:59 p.m. tonight (May 31, 2014) for anyone who would like to greet me at baggage claim.
I have made great friends,
This great semester,
And I'll miss them all,
Yet somewhat merrily.
From students to staff,
Y'all have been so kind,
Without rythem or rhyme,
To host me, even joyfully.
Yet now is finally the time,
To make a rhyme,
To speak of the future,
And take a chance for goodbyes.
Goodbyes are not forever,
However permanant they seem,
They only make the love grow,
Until next time we meet.
Yet I will miss my friends,
The crazy Alzar Schooligans,
The funny Alzar teachers,
And the wonderfull Alzar Admin.
Goodbye, Goodbye.
Live long and prosper.
Just get out of my sight,
Before you make me cry.
The future holds,
Many a mystery,
For I know I will meet,
You all again.
Which brings me to the next subject,
What will happen next?
Will we keep in touch?
Or move on with our life?
How will we still be happy?
This reminds me of a certain writing prompt that was something along the lines of, "Does holding on to the past help make people happy?" I never really answered the question, as I only said that it can both help and hurt your success, but now I aim to give my opinion on the topic.
As we remember our past, our future-once-ago, we begin to let our minds wander about "what would have happened if...?" or "I remember the good 'ole days when..."
And this is great every once in a while. But do it too much, and one will start to truely question their motives, their decisions, even their current position until they lose their sense of present happiness and only find discontent with the future. For to dwell in the past will cause only saddness if done in excess and poor decisions and regret for them later. To live without a past will cause great joy, yet poor decisions will still be made.
To a certain degree, it is acceptable to look back, to reflect, on what once was, but to be happy that way, experiences must be shared to others. This will cause joy for many, and you in the process, however an even better use of the past is to make better decisions for the future. For example, after kayaking the Salta La Leona (that waterfall video ), I was asked "If you had the choice to do it again or getting GoPro footage of it, what would you choose?" I quickly responded that I would choose doing it again 10/10 times because this time I would know how to run the waterfall without my skirt imploding upon impact. But my big mouth didn't stop there, I continued on to say that I would love GoPro footage also, to share with all my friends and family. This is the way to be truely happy. To have your cake and eat it as well, To have your second, clean run, and film it as well. This is the way to be happy, and is where my poem continues on...
I will be happy again,
By using my experiences,
To make more friends,
If not as cool as the last,
I will be happy again,
By sharing my experiences,
By empowering others,
To follow their ambitions.
I will be happy again,
By following my goals,
And setting many new,
To occupy my time free.
I will be happy again,
I will be happy soon,
I miss my friends,
Yet still I am happy.
I will miss the Alzar School Semester IV family. The semester of many firsts, and hopefully many lasts. The semester were I learned how to race and relax, how to say "hi" and fly, how to enter a new culture unanounced and get along without verbal communication. Can't wait for a reunion and a chance to use my new skills productively.
Once again, I just landed in Salt Lake City, and I will arrive in Memphis at 11:59 p.m. tonight (May 31, 2014) for anyone who would like to greet me at baggage claim.
Can't wait to return!